Update——

Life is good, at least it would appear on the surface, one of my closest friends has chosen to join his family in Japan and to say it hurts terribly is a understatement, I have also messed up another friends chance on a date on the same evening because I was terribly drunk and let my mouth or rather mouth via a text message say exactly what I was thinking, I regret this action because it might of ruined a friendship.

I have also become rather addicted to my Xbox, crumbs and have found the best place in the world to buy games. Blockbusters, Cash converters and WH Smiths, they are rather cheap .

I was in tears last night because of my dear friend departing and it’s still effecting me!

I have been reading the Journals of Sylvia Plath again to help me cope and it’s not very nice feeling, I’m really frightened that I will  loose it again when he goes. The feeling is all consuming and it feels the end is very near for everything.

Time out.

Kate

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